its March..Hello?

oh Gosh, its alReady March,And my life still crap like yesterday or the day before.
i Dont know, i feel like, my life is runnin low and lower.
my brain seem powerless each day. (Stop it) bcoz i do nothin. everyday.
haaahh...what a trashy me. wastin much much time.
nothin means, not doin activity related my knowledge.seems like 4,5 years college useless.
i need tobe hired.but its a hardest thing nowadays. world crisis become the number of jobless people is arise.

See Surrounding people.they Soar.they somethin.
sounds triggered me, but luck isnt beside me either.
i need chance. i need luck.

sometimes i feel down, seems it aint fair. be patience but it never ends.

huhu what shud i do?