Missing happiness

I dunno with who I I can talk..
I just feel I'm alone. I only keep my feeling by my self.
Ada kah org yg mengerti diriku?.
Ada kah org yg peduli pd perasaanku selain kluargaku?
Adakah org yg mencintaiku dgn tulus selain papa dan mamaku?
Adakah org yg dpt membahagiakanku selain papa dan mamaku?
Adakah org yg mau merawatku ketika aku sakit selain papa dan mamaku?
Adakah org yg dapat membimbingku lebih baik drpd papa mamaku?
Adakah org yg bisa menerima dan menghargai prinsip2 aku?
adakah org yg slalu mengsupport aku disaat aku senang dan sedih?
Adakah org yg bisa menerima kekuranganku apa adanya?
Adakah org yg slalu ada di sisiku ketika aku terjatuh atau sedih?
Adakah org yg mau mengalah demi diriku?
Why happiness is fade away?

cheers,

YuRi

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Shoe that i bought..

Angkle Shoes.heels. oh so im in love with my shoee..bahanya bludru hahaha.. i bought last weekend.
















and this week i bought this one..
Both of these shoe ate brandless. hehe

fallthru outfit :(

my outfit plan for previous weekend.but someone not approve i wear like that. i dunno nothin wrong from outfit.
huuuuuuuuu sebal bgt dehh... padahal ketat engga, pendek engga, terbuka juga engga..grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhh

For my dinner

This is my dinner.just pizza,delivery. Since my parent are better to eat vegetable than meat.I order vegetable one.

The picture isn't a good pic I thought.

Its better eat the to see this ugly pic.

I'm sorry I'm not photographer who can made a nice photo.

Bon apetite

cheers,



YuRi



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Dr roti-eskrim

Gara2 td my mom nitip roti breadtalk..

Namun paling deket ke citiloft..ya uda skalian beli roti..tdnya pengen beli starbucks, namun apa daya duit kurang hahaha..jd hmm beli apa ya? Sejenak trpikir mau ekrim, tp

Ga ada si sally, ahirnya j kul pun jadi dahh

Lumayan 25rb bisa dpt 2 toping gratis 1 toping..jd dpt 3 toping..kebetulan td topingnya longan, peach and mango.

Yaa rasanya not bad lah..ga jauh2 beda..tp yg ini creamnya masih brasa bgt..hehe..

What a day

*i just can't sleep* I thought I had serious insomnia.
Suddenly I wanna martabak manis like I bought last nite. Oh crap, I remembered I gain some kg on my weight.so, forget about sweet martabak.
Just wanna wrote what kind of the day yesterday?
I woke up 9am, coz mr.T call me,n the employer call me too. And after that I sleep again.not I fell asleep. When I woke up I watched the clock, omg its twelve thirty. Suddenly I woke up.and look up the menu for lunch. And usually its sucks. I told maid to fry frenchfries. while waiting, I was brosing.dang! The lights off!! I thought it just on my house, but all my neighbour did.hope its not take a long time. Then I ate my lunch on my living room with my ipod. *still lights off*
I don't know wht to do.I wanna took a shower but my bathroom is soo dark if there is no lights.coz no window there. Candle not give much light,still dark though.
So I played my nitendo.and bored. And lights still off. When lights off, it cause, phones off, internet off, water off.my laptop's battery is shut down. Took many hours when lightsoff.
its crap!!!! I hate it!!!!! I aint take shower.huuuh
And the lights on in the afternoon.after that, still internet didn't work properly.
My customer complained bout the stuff, or why the package aint arrived. Hhhhh....
On the other hand, I must fullfil some data on internet, which website is sensitive. Troubling to uploads docs. Ah its so fucked up.
I aint finished yet. I don't care, tomorrow I will contact the person to ask.
I'm sleepy.tobe continued
cheers,

YuRi

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okay today is 8 again..this number is really special for me. besides my birthday, last month, and also our date. happy 37months.
doesnt neccesary to celebrate,it just month by month. just remembering,and said to each other. if we have time, will go to have dinner. if not, its okay.
i love u not as sweet candy. when the bitter comes. when i fall to the deepest.when my tears goes down.when we had fight. i love u more.
i just want spend more time with u before u go for a while.
iwish i could go with u
but i know u'll be come back.

aku sayang kamu selalu.mr T.
Time to sleep.

bye april

Nothin april as special as this year..
I felt like this month fully surprised, even my bday not celebrate by surprised party,but this month still amazed. Suddenly, God answer my Pray.
Given wonderful and worthed bday present from my parents,my brother and my dear too..
Given many chance involved in recruitment process.
♡ every weekend on this april. I cud buy some things that I like.
This is the best april I ever had.
What I can say? I only can say..Thanks God for giving me wonderful months..
now may its begin..hope it wud be different..

cheers,

YuRi

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jangan bingung klo mo naik moda transportasi umum!

buat yang demen naik bus ato angkot..ato mo ngangkot tp ga tau naik mobil yg mana..angan bingung lagii..nih ada info nomer bis ato yg dikenal dengan trayek bis or angkot or busway..ato perlu info ini.. yuk mareee

wedding weekends

hulla..
baru aja lewatinn rush weekend nih..weekend penuh dgn wedding..sepupu ku n temen sma+kuliah..ada jg tmen sma yg resepsi, tp daku tak bisa dateng, krn jamnya bentrok dgn akad nikah sepupuku..(best wish for natassa)

pas hari sabtu pagi dateng k akadnya si melmol dirmhnya..wahh bagus bgtt deh dekornya :) nuansa pink n abu2..pas akad sih temanya sunda gitu..keduanya tampak cantik n ganteng. hari minggunya baru mereka resepsi. dekornya akadnya mel-jak@mel house

klo sepupuku (cewe) akad n resepsi disatu tempat, dan dihari yang sama yaitu sabtu siang n sabtu malem..klo sepupuku pas akad pake adat aceh (kita memang kluarga aceh) dan pas resepsi nasional.ga pake adat2an lagi..
hmm yang kurang dari pestanya sepupuku hmm gerah bgt deh tempatnya. acnya kurang banyak sepertinya..hot hot hot hot..tp yg penting kan acara berlangsung khidmat.
duh palaku tiba2 pusing nanti dilanjutin lagi deh nulisnya..
*bersambung*
ni sambungannya...(nambahin foto)..trus trus..pas nikahanya spupu aku itu pas resepsinya pake kebaya warnanya putih tp, looklike gown..lucu sihh..temanya nasional..foto pre wed nya jg simple, ga seperti tipical dateng ke kawinan trus di pampang potonya..simplenya tuh fotonya cuma segede buku aja..trus ga kaku gt lahh fotonya, foto dengan latar perkotaan..
diriku pake dress my mom made it for me..which is seragam tp bahannya bahat sperti serat nanas, jd mending buat dress deh.
trus pas hari minggu acaranya si mell rame bgt dan yg pasti dekor udah ga ada yg ngalahin deh! bagusnya pooooolll hehehe...klo pelaminanya pake adat minang.
tp ujung2nya ga enak bgt deh pas sampe rumah huhu..happy turns sad hhu :(
ini adalah poto ku bersama teman2 alpusku tercintahh :)

just play it

u can do that when ur boring :P

http://www.aksalser.com/game.htm

tak terasaa sudah 3 tahun bersamanya (pacaran)..trnyata bnyak bgt yg dilalui bersama. dari yg masih sama2 abg, pikiran dan emosi..apalg dya lebih muda,trnyata dgn kesabaran gw (yg tak terbatas) we pass it.dibilang gampang jg engga (engga sama sekali) sangat fluktuatif. karena gw dan dya sangat beda karakter.giliran seneng, seneng bgt, tp klo sedih ya sedih bgt.bnar2 berwarna.
bagi gw, suatu hubungan bisa bertahan tuh klo salah satu ada yg mengalah. 22nya egois never work.ngalah ga berarti kalah.dan basically u must be faithful and honest.

gw pun bukan lah sosok yg istimewa. just another girl, but gw bukan type org yg maunya di threat like lady or too girly.ga suka bgt dibukain pintu klo naik mobil.dan gw ga melulu maunya ditraktir, kadang gw berkontribusi jg.aplg minta diblanjain haha,no way.

naik angkot hayuk, naik taksi hayuk,makan warteg mari, makan kaki lima hayuk, ga neko2 deh. pacaran bergaya murah dan mahal sama aja.potonya lg makan di emperan jalan raya margonda.jalan kaki,lagi..haha
gw ga mau cm bisa diajak senang, tp pas susah malah kabur.
justru hal2 yg jarang dilakukan itu malah yg ga akan membekas.


merasa bosen dgn hiburan jkt yg itu2 aja, kluarlah jiwa petualang, trus kita ke bandung pada taun2 pertama..lanjut ke anyer,bali, singapore, kL, and bangkok.

seru2 bgt deh pokonya perjalanannya..and i missed all of these memoriess lott...masa muda yg menyenangkan :D ni waktu pas di bandung 2006

waktu mo naik flyin fish di benoa, bali 2007.seru bgtt dehh..jalan2 muter2 menyewa mobil, kebetulah lagi low seasonm dptnya murah..trus pake clana eh dipantatnya sobek segede2 apaan, ahirnya balik lagi ke hotel bwt ganti calana. mo ke uluwatu ngeri bensin ga cukup uda sampe atas eeh balik lagi, mana spanjang jalan itu kan ga ada pombensin.

kuala lumpur 2007.sebenernya kl-sin nih berbarengan.panjang deh perjalalannanya, yaa namanya jg nyari yg murah..dan petualangan deh..dari sin-kl naik bis, untung asik bisnya.dan di kl ada temennya mr T, pas ktemu di mekkah, trus dipinjemin mobil+supir trus jalan2 dehh..walopun ujung2nya muter2 ke sluruh mall d kL..haha..

Singapore 2007 .yah gitu2 ajalah spore..what u expect?

klo mau info penginapan di singapore ramah dikantong, bisa di click disini.

setelah itu aku kebangkok nih taun lalu...my last holiday huhu,,,
critanya bisa dibaca disini. critanya ga lengkap, cuma ampe hari ke2 aja..seru deh ke pattaya jg soalnya.waktu itu nulisnya masih mood2 an jd yaa cm ampe hari kedua aja wkwkwkw.

setelah itu yaa biasa2 aja lahh...melalui hari demi hari dengan kualitas diri yg lebih baik.

as we grow older, pemikiran lebih dewasa, percekcokan jg uda mulay meredam..
he grow betterr, and better..thank God..for givin him the easiest way to success.
ga brasa juga..he will continue his master in the next couple months. ditinggal dehh dirikuu....hiks hiks..
smoga tetep bisa survive trus..
sampe jodoh mempertemukan kita..amien..
will always love u.

great lweekends :D

Saturday
i had lunch with my parents last saturday..i always love weekends, when my mother off to work and staying@Home. usually, on saturday we have lunch outside. and we my mom pick one of the japanese resto. for mpthis time, we didnt pick sushi resto, but actually more general japanese resto. we went to tsukinofune which locate at hotel ambara, near blok m.
i like this place, especially the food..mostly their menu comes with lunch set.but they offering single menu too. but the price is almost the same.(sama mahalnya kakakakak).if i come to this resto i always order tempura set..(kinda forget bout name :P) i heart tempura much, but for me this tempura really have a good taste.soo yummy.the powder isnt too much, i can taste the shrimp, fish,vegetable very well. i have tried some tempura on other japanese resto, and this is the winner (most delicious one).
the sets are: rice (choose one of 5 kinds of rice. i order mushroom one.),salad,mix tempura (ebi,kisu,vegetables), kinda appetizer snack,soup for the rice ,tempura soy sauce,sashimi and miso soup.after eat all of this, u must be full up!
here the picture.


after that, we went to mall and i found some stuffs..and bought it..
bought leather jacket, and t-bar flats and heels. (thanks mom).
and in the evening i went to cinemas watching


entertaining :P.

and sunday..(means today)
my camera is arrived yihaaa.. sungguh senangggg...
yap this is cybershot T700
great camera.great present.thank u parents i love u always,
and i love weekends.

is that true??

taking quiz..

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

source: here

Last moment Before grow old

oh Gosh..today is the day before i blow out the candle. if i looked back,23 isnt as cool as my previous old. nothin special in this age. the moment i've remembered is only 23rd brthday. and the rest, i Forgot.hahaha..too many wasting time in this year.
hope the next age will bring me some kindness, and fortune.amienn..

its March..Hello?

oh Gosh, its alReady March,And my life still crap like yesterday or the day before.
i Dont know, i feel like, my life is runnin low and lower.
my brain seem powerless each day. (Stop it) bcoz i do nothin. everyday.
haaahh...what a trashy me. wastin much much time.
nothin means, not doin activity related my knowledge.seems like 4,5 years college useless.
i need tobe hired.but its a hardest thing nowadays. world crisis become the number of jobless people is arise.

See Surrounding people.they Soar.they somethin.
sounds triggered me, but luck isnt beside me either.
i need chance. i need luck.

sometimes i feel down, seems it aint fair. be patience but it never ends.

huhu what shud i do?

Resolution in 2009.

/">.

My Resolution in 2009:

1. Get A job

2.Saving money

3.Go Abroad for holiday with my own money

4.More concetrate to my lil bussiness

ga mau tralu banyak resolusi..yang penting 4 hal tersebut bisa terlaksana di tahn 2009 ini..

Amien.

Happy New Year 2009

Happy New Year 2009!!
hope this year will be better than later :)
tak mau yang muluk2 ditahun ini.
and then
im gonna start to write by blog *hopefuly* daily..
or when i have idea or any other times to write on.
Sukses buat smuanyaa... :)